Prowling The Desert
![]() by CV Brown The shaggy, long-legged prairie wolf stretched wearily and yawned. Thin black clouds flashed purple and crimson as the late afternoon sun hovered for an instant, then slid behind a jagged butte. Suddenly the horizon exploded in a brilliant array of red-orange, a final salute to the day's end, and slowly settled into the muted blue-gray of dusk. Yip-yip-yipping as if in approval at the spectacular show, the animal trotted off in search of food for his mate and their hungry pups. Dusk slipped into darkness, but soon the full moon would guide his way. Tonight he won't have far to travel; food is plentiful this spring. Later, when the desert sands are scorched by the summer sun, the quest will be more difficult. Then the coyote -- called prairie wolf or barking wolf in the Southwest -- and his mate will travel hundreds of miles to find prey. Along the way, the pair will teach their survival skills to the pups. By the end of the year the young coyotes will be hunting on their own. Entering a dry wash the prairie wolf spots a lone jack rabbit nibbling the tender, new shoots of desert grasses. Without pause he springs. The startled rabbit bolts and runs; the coyote is immediately in pursuit. Scrambling over the edge of the arroyo, the jack veers left, then right, leaps over a sagebrush thicket and dives into a burrow to safety. The thwarted coyote digs at the lair's opening, then, lifting his head upward, yowls his frustration at the Apache moon. A tiny elf owl, perched high on a saguaro arm, yelps a puppy-like chewk-chewk in sympathy. From neighboring saguaros, a great horned owl and an earless pygmy owl hoo and chook-took in agreement. A sparrow hawk, nesting in the buttes, shrieks its annoyance at the broken desert quiet. Tail drooping, the disappointed prairie wolf resumes his journey. He stops and sniffs. Following the scent, he discovers a squat, growling badger digging at the entrance of a gopher hole. The coyote moves in ever smaller circles until he locates the "back door" of the den and waits. Suddenly, a pocket gopher flees from the hole and the coyote pounces. He strikes again as a second gopher darts from the opening. Leaving one catch for the badger, the coyote picks up the other in his powerful jaws and trots towards home. Tonight the pups with have dinner. The badger, grunting, waddles into a thicket to appease his voracious appetite. It is a strange fellowship, but the teamwork used by the two hunters is very successful. At dawn the prairie wolf is on the prowl again. He pauses to poke at a turtleback plant, then backs off at the pungent smell of turpentine, rolling on the ground and rubbing his snout in the gritty dirt. For the moment he is vulnerable, helpless without his sharp sense of smell. Again he sniffs the air and with his tongue still burning, lopes towards a nearby desert pool. The suffering coyote flops into the pond, biting into soothing mouthfuls of the cool water. A frog, half hidden in the muddy shallows, watches, croaking curiously. The coyote splashes after it, chasing the protesting frog into the reedy undergrowth. At the pond's edge, the coyote shakes the water from his matted, coppery fur, spraying the delicate lavender blooms of a desert Calico bush. Behind him swirling dust devils twist erratically around the huge saguaros and across the dunes. Prodded by hunger, the coyote roams the vast saguaro forest pursuing prey. A Gila woodpecker busily drills a hole in the ribbed, pulpy trunk of a saguaro, while a gilded flicker, nesting in the woodpecker's abandoned hole, peers at him from the opening. Perched on the rim of a large, bowl-shaped blossom, held aloft on a saguaro arm, a cactus wren vies with a purple-throated Costa's hummingbird for nectar. At the base of the saguaro, an agave beetle deftly carves a pit in which to lay its eggs. Overhead, a hissing black vulture dips and soars in it's endless search for carrion. The coyote's attention turns at the slight movement of a firewheel plant; the gentle sway of the yellow-tipped, red rays suggests quarry. The coyote slips around a chaparral shrub and into an arroyo. The clear, maracas warning of a rattlesnake sounds and he stops to find its location. A sharp, clattering announces another skillful hunter has already found the snake. Creeping closer, he watches as a brown, crested road runner boldly dances around the rattler. The Indian "medicine bird" darts and jumps, deftly avoiding the strikes of the angry snake. Quickly, the road runner grabs the snake by the neck and beats it repeatedly on the ground. The prairie wolf, backs away and begins seeking easier prey. Circling the chaparral, he sees his quarry: a bevy of plump Gambel's quail. Returning to the den with his catch, the prairie wolf is greeted by the shrill yipping of his pups. He drops the bird by his mate and makes the trek back for the remaining quail. One by one he brings his catch back to the den. His family fed and secure he curls next to his mate for a well needed, if short-lived rest. Later, the hunt will begin again.
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Saul's Question
![]() by Phil Shapiro Saul needs to know how many feet a caterpillar has. He didn't even have to think about it. He went straight to the public library with his question. He walked straight up to the young man at the big desk in front of the library. "I have a question about caterpillars," Saul said. "Are you the right person to talk to?" The friendly young man smiled and said, "Not really. My job is to sign out books from the library. The best person to talk with would be someone at the reference desk. They will surely help you find an answer to your caterpillar question." So Saul sauntered over to the reference desk in the other room and walked right up to the desk. "I have a question about caterpillars," Saul asked politely. The reference librarian smiled and said, "Tell me your question and I'll tell you how to find an answer." The reference librarian really looked as if she knew a lot about a lot of things. She looked as if she knew the answer to hundreds and hundreds of questions. Saul spoke up loud and clear, "I'm writing a report about caterpillars for school. I need to find out how many feet a caterpillar has." "Hmmmmmm," said the librarian. "That sounds like an interesting question. I bet we could find the answer to that question if we looked for it together." Saul was so glad that she was going to help him find the answer to his question. Sometimes the library seemed like such a big place that a little boy could get lost forever in between two big stacks of books. "Let's go over and look at the encyclopedia first," said the helpful librarian. "We can look in the encyclopedia with the letter 'c' on it. Since the word caterpillar starts with the letter 'c', the best place to look in the encyclopedia would be in the 'c' book." This sounded like a fine idea to Saul. He was secretly hoping to find a big color picture of a caterpillar, but he didn't say anything to the librarian about his secret wish. So the two of them walked over to the shelf with the encyclopedias. Saul helped the librarian find the book with the letter 'c' on it. The librarian helped Saul lift the heavy book off the shelf. Together they were going to find the answer to Saul's caterpillar question. As the librarian flipped the pages of the encyclopedia, Saul could see the book had many, many color pictures. The book also had lots and lots and lots of writing beside the pictures. "Here it is!" shouted the librarian. I found the place about caterpillars in the encyclopedia. And sure enough, right there on the page were three whole paragraphs about caterpillars. And a picture too! A color picture of a caterpillar. You could even see the caterpillar's face. Would you believe the caterpillar's face looked like old Mr. Olgar at the grocery store? Of course you had to use your imagination to see the resemblance. Now while Saul was dreaming of imaginary caterpillars and grocery stores, the friendly librarian was carefully reading everything the encyclopedia had to say about caterpillars. "Here's what we've been looking for," the friendly librarian said. "It says here that a caterpillar has twelve different parts, and that each part has three legs. Gee, that sounds like a multiplication problem to me," she said. "But I'm afraid my arithmetic is a little rusty these days. They completely forgot to teach multiplication at library school. Perhaps you could help me with this part?" Saul thought it over and decided he could lend a hand at this point. Besides, he was pretty handy at doing math problems in the classroom. In no time at all Saul whipped out his trusty pencil. He yanked a piece of scrap paper out of the trash can beside the desk. He wrote the multiplication problem exactly as it was supposed to look. Then he took a deep breath and got to work. The friendly librarian peered over his shoulder as if she might be able to learn a little arithmetic, too. "Thirty-six!" Saul blurted out. "A caterpillar has thirty-six legs." And with that, the librarian slammed the book shut and walked off with a big smile on her face.
Saul was feeling might fine himself...
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The Secret Garden of Dana Erickson
![]() By Judith Bronte The story of a young woman coming to terms with her retarded, older sister.
Index: Chapter One: Understanding Dana I have an older sister named Dana. She's seven years older than I, and has the mental capacity of a three year old. When she was 2 months old, she stopped breathing for six minutes. The doctors were able to bring her back to life. They called it a miracle. However, when she grew older it was apparent there was brain damage. That small period of time when there was no oxygen to her brain, would change Dana's life forever. And mine. When I was small, Dana was a wonderful playmate for me. But when I started to grow up, she began to lose me. I played with her every day, but she could sense the changes in me. I sometimes think Dana knows more than she lets on. I liken it to a secret garden locked inside her mind. She lives there every day, and when I see her, she's looking through a keyhole. I struggle to see the whole Dana, but all I can see is her eyes. I know she wants to come out and meet me, but the gate is locked. O, God, show me the key to Dana's garden! "The secret things belong unto the LORD our God: but those things which are revealed belong unto us." (Deut. 29:29) Let me relate an incident that makes my family shudder, even to this very day. Two years ago, when Danny, (my nickname for her), was twenty-six, we took her shopping at a large mall. It was just Mom, Danny, and myself . Danny was strapped into a wheel chair, for she had the child-like tendency to wander. Five-foot-four inches of curiosity. Mom went into one store without us because it did not accommodate a wheelchair. She left me with, "Terri, watch your sister. Dana, your sister is in charge." Ten minutes had passed before Danny said, "I wanna get up. Tired of sit. Wanna stand." "No, Danny. You must sit. At least you can. I have to stand, and my feet are killing me." "Wanna stand!" "No. Must sit," I said firmly. "Danny want stand!" She was growing impatient and people started staring. I tried to look as if everything was okay. Under a hushed voice, I whispered "Danny want to be bad?" "Danny not bad!" she shouted. More people started staring, but I could not let Danny stand. She was bigger than I, and I couldn't control her physically. "If Danny stands up, then she will be bad. Wait for Mom. Be a good girl." I tried to say this in the most soothing voice I had. "Danny good! Danny good!" she yelled. "Hush. Yes, Danny is a good girl." However, the threat of "bad girl" still rang in her ears no matter how much I told her she was good. Her arms started waving wildly. I struggled to secure them under her harness, but the palm of her hand struck me on the back of my head, causing me to go unconscious. The rest I relate to you as my mother told me. Dana had gotten free of her harness and was running through the mall yelling, "Dana good! Dana good!" Mom came out of the store five minutes later to find me unconscious, lying on the floor. A security guard found Dana okay, but it became obvious to my parents and to myself that a bigger issue was at stake here. The fact I could not control Danny, bothered my parents. It had been decided when I was small, that when my parents died, I would care for her myself. An agreement I always went along with. But now it became painfully apparent I could not do it alone. Danny was too big and too strong for me. (It had taken her a long time before she learned to walk, so most of her life she was underdeveloped. But when she got the hang of walking, her muscles grew rapidly.) A trust fund was put aside for Dana, so a full-time helper would always be around to help me help Danny. It was a decision that put our minds at rest. We thanked God for giving us wisdom. "My mouth shall speak of wisdom; and the meditation of my heart shall be of understanding." (Ps. 49:3) Chapter Two: "Good" and "Bad" "Danny, eat." "No!" "Open your mouth, honey." "No!" Mom made a frowning face. "Danny, go stand in the corner." "I eat. I eat." "Good girl. Danny's a good girl." You always had to use small words with Dana. Normal things you and I do everyday without thought, took Dana twice as long to do. She has the basic concepts of good and bad down, although I don't think she understands why. Not to eat was "bad." Why? She has no idea. We have tried to teach her the basic concepts of God, also. She understands there is a God, that He loves her, and cares for her. But the extent of her knowledge is very vague. However, sometimes she surprises us with a glimpse of the whole Dana. Take, for instance, the manger scene on her dresser. After Christmas, Mom and I went around the house taking down all the Christmas decorations. When we came to Dana's room though, she started screaming. "What's wrong, honey?" "Don't take Jesus!" Her eyes grew wide. Mom was the first to understand. Dana had grown attached to the manger scene sitting on her dresser. She had correctly identified the baby as Jesus, without anyone telling her. "Shall not God search this out? for He knoweth the secrets of the heart." (Ps. 44:21) Chapter Three: Surprises The morning sun shone brightly through my bedroom window, waking me up. I turned over, bumping into something. Dana had crawled into my bed while I was asleep. "Terri! Where's Dana? I can't find her anywhere!" Mom's voice made Dana turn over and put her fists in her ears. "Don't wanna get up," she mumbled. "She's with me, Mom," I said. Mom stood in the doorway smiling. "I forgot, Pumpkin. It rained last night." Dana hated rain. I guess because she could not understand it. Whatever she could not understand, bothered her. Maybe that was the key to her secret garden. Explain things to her in detail. If necessary, use big words. It was worth a try. "Danny, wake up. It's time to get up now." She rolled over onto her back. "Danny, why did you want to keep the manger scene on your dresser?" I said this as distinctly as I knew how. "Baby Jesus." "How did you know it was baby Jesus?" A big smile came over her face. "Secret." I was surprised. She understood the concept of 'secret'. "Danny, what is your secret?" "Secret," was all she would say. I tried again the next day, but with the same results. She would not tell me her secret. Chapter Four: Revelations I wanted very much to know my sister's secret, hoping it would give me the key to her garden. That garden locked inside Dana's head. I spent the whole day reading my Bible, researching the word 'secret,' and a variety of others. " Of a truth it is, that your God is a God of gods, and a Lord of kings, and a revealer of secrets, seeing thou couldest reveal this secret." (Dan. 2:47) "The secret of the LORD is with them that fear Him; and He will show them His covenant." (Ps. 25:14) "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty." (Ps. 91:1) "Can any hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him? saith the LORD. Do not I fill heaven and earth? saith the LORD." (Jer. 23:24) After much prayer and research, I came to a God-given revelation. Dana's garden was no secret. Not to God. He was there in her mind. No wall could separate her from God. "Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." (Rom. 8:39) I might not be able to see the whole Danny, but someday in Heaven I would. God sees her. He will tend her garden. I started to gather promises. Promises that bound God, (in faith), to keep her in peace and safety. "Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on Thee: because he trusteth in Thee." (Is. 26:3) That day, I came to peace with my sister's world. In the following days, we grew to understand each other more and more. The End Copyright 1998 Judith Bronte - All Rights Reserved |
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